things seem to be going pretty well for me at the moment, its so unreal. lately I’ve realised how unpredictable everything is, so much is happening and its crazy. but i’m actually happy.
never in a million years did i fucking see this one coming. every day something completely unexpected happens. god knows where i will end up in the next few weeks and i’m not entirely sure i want to find out.
everything has been so unpredictable this past week, it’s mental. never saw any of this coming and now I am literally torn between people.
whaaaatttt i think my life might just be an absolute joke because um what ???/??!!:!!!!??
i dont know if i’m being stupid and over paranoid but fuck, i have no idea if i trust you and i’m so scared for myself because fuck knows
you are literally driving me insane, i’m a paranoid mess yet i can’t help but love you and i hate all of this.
I’m so paranoid that i’m just being taken advantage of here because you realise how much i fucking love you. Thing is i have the feeling i’m in too deep now and i don’t know how to get out.