the sad thing is i actually believed someone wanted me like i wanted them.
the only thing that keeps me positive at the moment is how unpredictable things are. anything could happen.
note to self: do not get attached. do not get feelings. do not think to much.
i’m not in to deep yet and i’m not going to make the same mistake twice.
if there is one thing i’m sure of right now is that i’m glad i’m over you, i feel so much better. no more stupid paranoid thoughts because i now couldnt care less:)))) i now know not to get to attached to anyone unless i’m sure they aren’t just going to mess me up.
I am sick to death of being made to believe that someone actually fucking likes me and then slowly gets bored in the space of like a week? I’m done, it brings me down and makes me feel like a worthless piece of crap.
today was a tiny bit better, but i’m just scared i got my hopes up to soon